I used to be an optimist but im not anymore....

I used to be an optimist but I’m not anymore….


Life is never the same
Nothing constant only change,
Life is different everyday
Sometimes sunshine sometimes rain

Sometimes I wanna fly
Spread my wings and soar,
At others I wanna die
I used to be an optimist but I’m not anymore….

People can change your mind
People can ruin your day
Some can make you angry and roar
I used to be an optimist but I’m not anymore…

Some days are way too bright
Some days are just a thrill
Some times are just right
Some times are just to kill

Looking at the bright side,
The other side, that’s usually not your side!
Can be easy and can be difficult.
Mostly it’s better with all of them open
Sometimes it’s better with those doors close
I used to be an optimist but I’m not anymore….

Growing up you thought
You thought it’d be easy-
To live every day
Even when it was cold and breezy.
But growing up you realized
What you thought would be easy
Was just unclear vision
And that you were, in fact crazy

But I held on to the good.
Always positive I hold.
But things change
And they bring a lot of rage
I used to be an optimist but I’m not anymore…

With no where to run
And nowhere to hide
I came out strong and bright
I came out to shine,
But it’s sometimes better to hide yourself
It’s better to be true to your soul
'Cause I need to be the optimist that I’m not anymore…….

Syeda Fatima, 17